No Endings, Just New Beginnings

Well the universe works in very very strange ways. Inside this giant earth shift that is happening, it is like weeds being up rooted. Even those of us who are positive and sending light are feeling the effects.

Here is my day yesterday: I woke up and had this thought, "there are no endings, only new beginnings" and I didn't know why I was having that particular thought on this particular day. So I tweeted it. I knew it had to be a message for someone and the perfect person would read it.

One hour later, I find out East West, the spiritual bookstore in NY, was closing in 48 hours. I had been doing readings there for several years and have met many new people. It was like a family. While I wasn't surprised, I was at the same time. I went to gather my books and purchase some last minute items while the doors were still open. It was a sense of sadness and yet a sense of completion at the same time. I got, maybe I was one of the people that message was for. I sent the store blessings and saw it re-opening in a bigger and better capacity.

I get home to find out that my health insurance was expiring in 48 hours. (What is with the 48 hours thing). I was in shock. Can the insurance companies actually give you 2 days notice to terminate your file? Being a 3 time cancer survivor, I can not afford any lapse in insurance. While I made some calls yesterday I felt like I had no direction. I didn't know who to call or where to begin. Every agent I talked to said August 1 was the soonest I would be able to have coverage. I found a great plan but my doctor was not covered. Since I had pre-exisiting conditions, everything was expensive. By 7 pm I was exhausted and tired but yet very much at peace. Somehow I knew it would turn out fine.

When I woke up this morning, I said, "I don't know how, but I am creating a miracle today. I will have this handled by 1 pm". And I did. I called my lawyer, found I was covered by law under my former employers policy until 2011 because I had an extended cobra plan. I called them, they called the company, emailed me a form and by 1 pm, I have insurance effective tomorrow when my plan expires. No lapse. And my doctor is covered.

It was truly a miracle AND power of intention.

When you truly put your mind to something, it will happen.

Now, even though I am sending light daily, I am still human. The etheric rug was pulled out yesterday and I fell hard. But I had a choice, get upset and angry and dwell in the sucky day I had and devour and smother myself with cupcakes, or deal with it and move forward. In 24 hours, I had a new insurance plan that my doctor accepted......

The thing with this earth shift is that when the 'weeds' are pulled, it will be uprooting. But it only allows for the new things to grow.

Keep moving forward. Even with the upsetting and unsettling moments. You will have them. To say you wont is a fantasy. BUT you do not have to be stuck with them. Just as you are having them and they are disruptive, you are also manifesting at a higher speed. Choose energy wisely.

Life is short. There are no endings, just new beginnings.